A Call & A Testimony

    Be careful that it is Jesus Christ whom you serve. I cannot urge the body of Believers enough, anyone who says they believe in Jesus, to stop what you are doing right now and go to the Lord in prayer. Ask the Lord to reveal all sin and idols in your life and REPENT! Get rid of the filth (secular/vulgar/occult entertainment, music, media, etc...) and leave your life of hidden sin that you so justify! Get right with the God you say to serve. You aren't guaranteed the next hour or day, so why should you continue on the path of sin, immorality, witchcraft, and idolatry?

    Jesus is such a merciful Savior who will forgive you and transform you if you allow Him to - if you want Him to. Don't fool yourself. You cannot have eternal life by going to church, by donating to good causes, by being a "good person", by following a "religion". Even the demons believe in Jesus....and they shudder. Just saying, "I believe in God, I believe in Jesus, I'm a Christian," does not mean that you are a true follower of Christ who is redeemed.

    You can only be saved through a true, honest, and obedient relationship with Jesus, the Son of the Most High God. Are you backslidden, lukewarm, don't know? Go to the Father and ASK. He will reveal to you the condition of your heart. He did me back in 2017, and boy did I repent and do a 180 back to Him!

    

    I was very active in my church - an international ministry leader, nursery volunteer, faithful congregational attendee.... I was a preacher's daughter/granddaughter/niece. I belted out worship music on Sunday, knew my Bible, and graduated from a Bible college. I talked the talk and walked the walk, but my heart strove to serve two masters: God and this world. From the time I was a child, I was caught up in the occult world of magic, transhumanism, the paranormal, New Age, fantasy, Sci-Fi, divination, witchcraft (white), etc.... I loved music that was produced by the world. I loved media and entertainment that was vulgar, obscene, violent, and filthy (most movies & shows today).

    

    I was secretly in bondage to sexual sin. I cussed, I lost my temper, and sinned in my anger, anxiety, and impatience. I was prideful, controlling, selfish, always complaining and negative, and thought of myself higher than I ought to. I had made idols of sports teams, media, people, animals, nature, food, church, etc.... I had thought that everything I was doing was innocent, was only bad for "pagan people" (because I followed Jesus and they don't), that it wasn't wrong if it didn't hurt anyone or if it was "claimed for Christ" (Christianized). I thought everything I partook in and did was okay, because everyone else (Christians) did it, it felt good, was fun..... And anyone saying otherwise was a Pharisee, holier-than-thou.

    However, the truth was that I was a wretched sinner of a human being, lost and on my way to Hell, severely demonically oppressed, even though I "walked the walk and talked the talk" as all "good Christians" do. I was disgusted with the lie I was living, that so many Christians today are living. I see them in every church (both leadership & congregation), in every Christian Facebook group, and at every public gathering: Christians who claim Christ, but love the world.

    I say all that as my testimony, because yes, you can look like a Christian and say you follow Christ, but the grim reality is that Christ does not know you. You can attend a church that looks great, but has a lack of the Holy Spirit and is filled with unholiness in the hearts of the leaders and people. I praise the LORD that He was so merciful and claimed me as His own, that He forgave me.

    What did it take for me to finally be convicted of the sinful condition of my heart? It took listening to one video and then another on YouTube that exposed the occult world and witchcraft for what it was and how Christians have been blinded to the truth of the world we are living in. When I made that decision to truly surrender, repent, and follow Christ and His Word...He began my restoration. Since 2017, Lord led me to one sermon after another by David Wilkerson, Derek Prince, Benjamin Faircloth, Paul Washer, and others who, through YouTube, fed me the spiritual meat I never realized I had been missing.

    It has been an ongoing process, which will continue to be a process until the Lord finishes and completes His good work in me through death. The Lord has called me to start reaching out and calling out my brothers and sisters stuck in lukewarm Christianity. He called me to warn you! May my warnings and calls to repentance not be ignored, though the Lord revealed to me through many dreams that I would be ignored, laughed at, hated....by Christians.

    Many of you know the old Desiree, and you think that now I am suddenly holier-than-thou, that I must have converted to Christian legalism. You think, "oh she hasn't changed, she just feels holier and gets a high off condemning people. She's full of hate for the church and is attacking her allies and friends." No! I warn you and call you out of idolatry, immorality, the occult, and lukewarmness because I love you! I don't want to see you go to Hell. I don't want to stand in line at the Judgment Seat and hear repeatedly, "Depart from me, depart from me, depart from me," and look up to see people I knew and loved from my family, the churches I attended, the Bible college I went to, the Facebook groups I participated in.... We are called to work out our salvation with fear and trembling!

    The Lord has taken the foolish (me) in order to shame the wise (those in the church) - not for my glory, but for His! He transformed me not just because He knew that I loved Him, but because He wanted my story and my testimony and my life to glorify HIM! Our lives and our ministries are not about us or others, it's about the LORD. It's all for Him.

    He knew that the only way for me to truly belong to Him and be known by Him, was for Him to take His Word and pierce my heart with it. It was for Him to show me His promises, but show me also the lie that was hindering me from receiving those promises. Conviction is painful, but I felt so clean, loved, and redeemed after He divided my body and soul, split my marrow and bone, pierced my heart and called me out of this wretched sinful life I was living double-minded.

    

    Being convicted doesn't mean that you become condemned in order to wallow in guilt and shame the rest of your life. Being convicted doesn't mean you are holier-than-thou or the source convicting you (whether it be another Believer, a program, or a book directed by the Lord) is holier-than thou. Being convicted leads to the desire and yearning to allow Christ to cleanse you, redeem you, and save you. And to repeatedly do so, every day of your life as you desperately seek holiness and righteousness through obedience to His Word. You cannot be involved in active, willing sin. To do so is to walk the broad way to Hell. Does it mean you must be perfect and sinless? No, because in our fleshly bodies, we are prone to sin. However, we are to hate all sin and hunger for righteousness, living a life of repentance that we may draw near to the Lord and allow Him to cleanse and fill us.

    Ask the Lord to reveal any idols, sins, deceptions, or false doctrines that you have been fooled by and allowed to poison your relationship with Him. And then don't be in denial or argue with Him if there are any. Instead, seek THE Truth, HIS Truth, through His Word. Don't fall away, don't fall for the Great Deception that is already HERE. It is so important to get into the Word of God and to study it, not through a worldly lens, not through a fleshly lens (man), but with the lens of the Holy Spirit. Take everything to the Lord in prayer and fast.

    Churches today have lost sound teaching from the Word. Fasting, sin/Hell/repentance, righteousness/holiness, deliverance from demons/unclean spirits, Biblical prophecy/truths, the laying on of hands, anointing the sick, ongoing discipleship, and the power/gifts of the Holy Spirit are rarely taught anymore. How shameful! Most churches today are filled with the lukewarm and led by the lukewarm, if not lead by wolves and vipers! Milk is being fed en masse, whereas meat is being withheld. Some churches think they are giving meat, but they themselves have never received meat, so they are in actuality giving out milk posing as meat! It's no wonder that so many Christians love the world.

    If I have offended any of you, then it's not me that angers you - it is Christ, because your spirit is in opposition to His Word. He is calling out His people (those who call themselves Christian) from their sin, shame, idolatries, and lusts of the flesh. He doesn't want a single person to perish, but He wants everyone to be saved through Him. He wants every single person He created to repent and follow Him. It's not easy, and we are facing persecution soon, on the level that our brothers and sisters across the earth are already facing. So stop playing religion and start following Christ. Serve like He served and fulfill His great commission. Will you stand for Christ? Or will you bow a knee to the Beast System because you love Babylon and your flesh so much?

    There will come a day that a choice will be demanded. Who will you choose? I choose Christ. Do not care more for yourself or others than for Christ. Hell is not worth a spouse, a child, a cured illness, a prevented illness, a house, a job, a church, etc.... Be willing to lose everything for Christ. He is worth it! Spending an eternity in the Father's presence and with Christ is worth losing a spouse, a child, your health, your job, your home, your church, your _________. Jesus is worth it! Yes, it will be hard. Yes, rejecting your life of sin hurts and adjusting to a life of righteousness is hard. Yes, it will break your heart when people dislike/hate you, mock you, persecute you, torture you, and kill you.

 

   Yes, it will seem overwhelming at times and you will wonder if it's all worth it. But, I'm here to tell you personally that yes, Jesus is worth it. Yes, His promises are true and they will come to pass. And Yes, His judgment is coming upon this earth soon. Don't get swept away with the wicked. Don't stand before Jesus to hear Him say, "Depart from me..." You cannot serve two masters, you cannot conquer the world for Christ, you cannot live your best life now, you cannot make evil good, you cannot participate in sin and wickedness, you cannot have idols, you cannot! Remember, I was once just like you - a dedicated Christian, whose heart loved the Lord and the world at the same time. Turn to Christ and seek Him. Ask Him to reveal to you all wickedness and sin in your life. Repent and obey, following Him no matter what.

    Give up all that you hold dear that is not of the Lord. Give up the idols, the secular media, the occult traditions, the selfishness, the greed, the immorality, the fear... Give it all up because Jesus is worth it. If the Lord calls you to repent, repent! If He tells you to leave your lukewarm church, leave it! If He tells you to walk away from family living in sin, walk away. If He tells you to speak, ask Him for the words to say. If He tells you to go somewhere or to do something, go and do. Crucify the desires of your flesh, deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow Christ. And keep this in mind: the LORD will not contradict His Word, nor will He tell you to do something that is an abomination to Him. He will not tell you to choose the lesser of two (or more) evils. Nor will He give visions, prophecies that do not come to pass. Test everything, test the spirits! And for certain, the LORD will not tell you "do what makes you happy"! Trust and obey the Lord, for there is no other way.

 8" ‘These people draw near to Me with their mouth, and honor Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me. 9 And in vain they worship Me, teaching as doctrines the commandments of men.’ ”....

13 But He answered and said, “Every plant which My heavenly Father has not planted will be uprooted. 14 Let them alone. They are blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind leads the blind, both will fall into a ditch.”....

18 But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. 19 For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies.

- Matthew 15:8-9, 13, 18-19

13 “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. 14 Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it. 15 "Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. 

16 You will know them by their fruits. 

Do men gather grapes from thorn bushes or figs from thistles? 17 Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18 A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. 19 Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20 Therefore by their fruits you will know them.

21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ 23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’

24 “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: 25 and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for it was founded on the rock. 26 “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: 27 and the rain descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And great was its fall.”

- Matthew 7:13-27